Dream On

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I recently abandoned 'The Internet' for C-III. Again. I love C-III. As I played C-III beginning Sunday afternoon my 'spirit' was uplifted! Oh, how I love C-III! C-III woke me up, in a sense. I was getting very bored with The Internet, but my natural joy returned with C-III!

Why?

There is no comparison, really. On TI you only do research. You go this way and that way. You have no sense of 'normal living' on The Internet. You read, you view. You find interesting stuff which you soon forget. But you lack the kind of committment you find on C-III. C-III is like your life. Your life is at stake in C-III. You will live or you will die in C-III. In fact, I would say that C-III is even more real than everyday life!

For example, in spite of your various fantasies you go on living in your everyday life. You can fuck up this way and that way and you will go on living. Not so in C-III. You will die in C-III if you fuck up. You will die and nobody will morn you. The game will end.

You might ask about the future of such an unfortunate death (tap). The future is clear in C-III. But is there a future (thump) in real life?

After death?